August 10, 2019

It’s almost the middle of August already and summer is almost over.  Where did the time go? I always feel a bit sad this time of year because the cold weather is around the corner and I’m not a fan of winter. This summer was so much fun. It’s as though I were on a natural high. I wish I could stay up in the clouds forever and never come down.

Maybe I wouldn’t ever need to come down (at least for a while ) if I had a regular home-based playmate. The plan is to work on that, make the DMV area my home as much as possible since I have to live here for a few more years.  I will choose to have more fun and amazing experiences so hopefully I won’t notice the awful cold weather that will be here shortly.

This upcoming week looks promising. I’m catching up with old friends and making some new ones, so I’ll be quite busy which is a good thing.

**Guys, don’t forget to submit your questions for the “Confessions Of A Size Queen”. It’s so much fun answering them and giving you some clues on how my mind works.  I’d also like to have a fun interview with a bull if he’s brave enough to do a podcast with me.

Fun In Atlantic City New Jersey-My Way

It’s amazing how a turn of events brings people into your life. Last month I went to the  Jersey shore to meet up with someone  I had an online relationship with for six months. The visit went well, but because he was busy with work on the second day, I swiped right on a dating app. Carlo then came over had we had amazing sex together.

Both of us clicked so well, we kept in constant contact. I promised him that I would return for a visit in a month’s time. Another promise I made was that I’d only be seeing him.

With his endless energy and insatiable appetite, he’s all I could handle during a trip. Heck, it’s been two days since my return home and I’m still walking funny.

After my first time meeting Carlo, he planned on visiting me in Maryland two weeks later. He couldn’t get the time off work, so we stuck to the original plan of me making a short trip to Atlantic City to see each other.

I thought to myself, I’m going to have fun and also get some pictures for my social media and my “Only Fans” page. To be honest, I wish I had a third day booked for the business side of things, but I otherwise enjoyed my trip.

Fun In Atlantic City New Jersey-With Carlo

 There was no gambling or any of the things that people are expected to do when one is staying in a hotel/casino.  It was seventy percent sex and thirty percent sightseeing and pictures.

The trip began with him picking me up at the bus station. A short ride later, we arrived at the hotel and checked in.  Then went up to the room and dropped our bags. Carlo turned on the tv, plopped down on the bed and gestured for me to snuggle with him to watch tv with him.  I thought to myself, he must be tired. I wasn’t disappointed because I slept very little the night before and had a long trip.  A short nap seemed like a good idea, so I joined him.

Within seconds, his hand was down my top and we were kissing. I thought to myself: “Ok, I guess we’re having sex right now, “.  Next thing I knew, we were both naked and he was inside me and bending my body for his pleasure like a pretzel.

It stormed the first night on the trip so we stayed in the room, had room service and several rounds of sex.  We showered, chatted for a while and fell asleep.

The Day After Arrival

I woke up the morning after staring at him sleeping next to me for a few minutes. He must have felt me staring at him because his eyes opened and he pulled me to him for a kiss, then he pushed my head under the covers for a morning blow job, which I was happy to give.

We had more sex, then got showered and dressed for the day.  He offered to drive me around town to show me all the sights, so I could take pictures. 

Our room had such a nice view . It was on the twelfth floor, so I sat on the couch and peered out for a while with my camera.  A few minutes later, I felt his hand up my dress, then his fingers inside me.  So as you’ve guessed, I was distracted by Carlo. I didn’t get a lot of pictures.



Confessions Of A Size Queen Pt.5 (audio)

  1. What’s been the assumptions people have had of you since being a size queen?
  2. Is a guy being assertive to get your attention a turn on or a turnoff?
  3. What’s one thing you wish people would stop assuming about you?
  4. How long do you hope to keep your blog going and what’s the next goal you want to accomplish for it?

* Submitted by Kevin H.

He Came and Went Very Quickly

Hubby had an overnight business trip, the son had a sleepover at his friend’s house.  I was bored and home alone. Usually, when that happens I try to take advantage of the situation.

I was in the mood to try someone new and was up for an adventure so I looked through my messages and decided to invite this guy over who I was chatting with for a few weeks.

He wanted to do dinner and a romantic walk. I honestly didn’t want all of that.  I was just in the mood for snacks, maybe a couple of glasses of red and of course sex. I didn’t have high expectations and would prefer not to give up my entire evening in case the company was terrible.

Nate just so happened to have the evening free. He was eager to come over to finally meet me.  He lived about forty minutes away and didn’t mind the drive. Also, he was bored at home.

A little background on Nate

A little background on Nate, He’s a personal trainer with a very large social media presence and steers all conversation topics right back to fitness and nutrition.  I honestly don’t mind dating the gym rats and muscle heads, stamina is usually amazing and let’s be honest, I find muscles very sexy.

After confirming that Nate was coming over, I began my nightly rituals. Showered, shaved legs/bikini area, lotion, perfume soft music and romantic lights in the bedroom. I slipped on my satin robe and slippers, sat on the couch with a glass of wine and waited for him to text me to open the door.

Nate Arrives at The Door

Finally, he arrived, I opened the door.  He looks just as he always does in his videos and pictures online, so no surprises thank goodness. What did surprise me was how nervous he was when he hugged me. Nate was sweating and shaking like a leaf.

I thought to myself, ” This evening is going to suck”.  I did my very best to calm him down, told him we didn’t have to do anything that he didn’t want to do. I offered him a glass of wine and sat next to him on the couch.

After about half an hour or so, he finally relaxed and began to smile, his smile was so sexy I could resist kissing him so I kissed him to see how he would react. He was a bit clumsy kissing me back, not from nervousness but lack of skills. Too wet and too much tongue.

Then He Did Something I’ve Never Seen Before

Nate picked up his phone and started scanning the mini bags of pretzels and peanuts. He entered the nutritional information for the wine in his MyFitnessPal App. I couldn’t help but laugh.  I asked him the calories in pussy juice (I felt a bit naughty ). He laughed so hard, choking on the wine.

After I had him calm and relaxed, I motioned for him to follow me upstairs.  We began kissing, my hand inside his sweatpants stroking and mentally admiring his cock, then within three minutes or so he orgasmed.

Nate apologized repeatedly. He swore that this was the first time that he came so quickly (I don’t believe him). He got dressed and kissed me goodnight. He literally came and went very quickly.  I finished off with porn and toys so I could fall asleep.

Sex On The First Date?-Yes Please;)

I was asleep when the email notifications on my phone startled me. As I scrolled through emails for what felt like a few seconds, then I found an email notification from tinder. It was one of those tinder articles that I get every now and then. This most current one Is called: ”In Defense Of Sex On The First Date” by Kristin Collins Jackson.

I’ve never met or spoken to the author of this article, but her views certainly resonated with me. In my view, Kristin Is a modern sex-positive woman (just like Amber Rose) who isn’t succumbing to slut-shaming or any of those antiquated views about female sexuality.

I’m tired of bullshit standards that are meant to keep us in our place and living with bad sex, just so that we can be respectable women deserving of partners or husbands.

I’m all for sex on the first date if we’re both horny. Like Kristen, I’m neither insecure, disrespectful to my body, easy or a woman of low standards. I’m simply a free-spirited woman who doesn’t feel the need to play silly dating games. If the chemistry is good, I don’t feel the need to wait. Actually, I prefer to find out if there is sexual compatibility straight away before investing time in getting to know a new man.


Thank You Everyone

I’ve  had this blog up for a couple of months and so far so good.  It’s certainly a great icebreaker and filter .  It was never meant to be a great literary piece or even educational.  It was just meant to be an outlet really, then It became a useful tool . I  never overthink when I’m writing and only proofread If I feel like It.  Basically I write  exactly the same way that I speak.

Maybe I’ll make It all fancy later on once I find beautiful pictures with inexpensive royalty fees that appeal to me 🤔and do more with It.

It’s pretty awesome that so many of you have taken the time to read any part of It. Thank you so much.